Is this real life?

On Friday, i get my first check. I am going to go to Car City, to get a car. I have tags/plates/registration to pay for, down payment for the car, insurance, and gas. I am overwhelmed, more then overwhelmed, i am scared, excited, nervous,anxious, completely freaking out.  I am shaky and have an upset stomach, and i don't know why. I've never owned a car before. NEVER. I am scared, but excited....



i bet you have no idea how i feel. or do you?