Im okay, with it: really.

When i don't have money on my mind; i am "okay" with "not being able to find a job. When I look at the big picture, when i look at my life: I am incredibly blessed. I have two beautiful, healthy fantastic children. They are so smart and so happy and healthy: this is the most important thing in life!! I have a fantastic boyfriend who supports me one hundred percent in whatever i do: a wonderful family that backs me up:) 

I guess that i am lucky-- aren't you?  What makes your life "fantastic" even if its not always, fantastic!

 "sometimes we just need someone  to show us something we can't see for ourselves,  and then we change forever."


On sunday, i went to Walmart, to buy a new bra, because the dryer ruined mine. I some how lost the 20.00 bill in my pocket, and didn't know it until me and the kids' went to the check out. I was practically in tears, and some lady who was behind me, said, Ma'am don't you worry about this, you just take your stuff and i'll pay for it. I could not believe it! That was the nicest thing i've ever had someone i don't even know do for me. Thank you, mystery lady, you really turned my life upside down. Thank you so much, i'll never forget you [even though it's just a small favor, it was huge to me.]

& i keep trying to think that someone who really needed it, found my 20 dollar bill and is a little bit more blessed today =)